Piano Man

I've been listening to a lot of Billy Joel. Well, more like listening to the same song from Billy Joel a lot, and by a lot, I mean on repeat all the way to and from work. It's such a great song.

Last night, I realized I needed to have a sit down with the bf. A real, grown-up talk about some things. I told him we needed to talk, and we promptly moved to the couch. I told him that he can't take his anger about our situation ON me. He told me he didn't like being "shit on" by me. I then reminded him of our talk of a few months ago, when we agreed that we had very different ideas for a happy future, and the only solution would be to part ways. If it weren't for school, the parting of ways would have already happened. Not to get into the gory details of the evening, but we ultimately had a good discussion about our futures again. I feel relieved again because I was very clear about my intentions, and that makes me feel more light. It's also good for me to do this as a practice because I have a tendency to go with the flow and try to avoid confrontation.

I went to the gym tonight after a stressful day at work. I did the eliptical, tummy crunches, arm pump things, and got nice and sweaty. Enjoying my time at home now relaxing in my Dr. Suess boxers...